Dear you,

I don't really know what to say, other than I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I'm not the hero you expected me to be. I'm sorry I'm not the hero you deserve. I look in the mirror and I barely recognize myself at all. I look in the mirror and I wish I was someone else.

Even so, I like you a lot.

Actually, it's more than just liking. I love you, but I can't find the right words to say it. Maybe he could phrase it better. I don't know. I want to bring you happiness, and to watch you blossom like the prettiest sort of flower, but would I ever be the one to make that happen?

I'll wake up eventually, and maybe, I'll forget everything.

Maybe, but I'll remember one thing.

Your smile is wonderful. I want to see it again and again and again, just for me. Does that make me greedy?

I can't apologize for that. At the same time, I can't apologize enough.

Please, be brave. Be bold. Be beautiful. You're really strong, and I really admire you for that.

Please stay, beside me, always.

So long as that happens...

I know I'll find a way for these feelings to reach you somehow.